2012年4月29日

太掛念你

想你想到忘記了自己了啦.

2012年4月27日

還是哭了起來。
我是真的覺得自己可悲又可憐。
我想下一秒就忘記你。

2012年4月25日

分離

很難接受沒有我的你原來過得很好的事實。
放不下的又是我,又只是我。

2012年4月22日

一見鍾情

要多麽好運才可遇到一個與你互相一見鍾情的人?
錯過了這一次又不知要等多幾十年。
上天如此美麗的安排二人愛上對方,兩人卻又同時是如此天理不容的錯配。

患得患失。

遲了六年。

2012年4月9日

再看<<那些年>>就更是感動。我們都曾熱血的追求什麼人,又默默的接受什麼人的好意。我不是沈佳宜,但就有你一直的關心照顧。

熱血的是我們曾多晚通電話到天明。
熱血的是你以他的名義為我安排生日會。
熱血的是你會讓我佔用你的儲物櫃。

當年我默默愛着什麼人我已忘記了。
我卻記得你對我的好。
我們曾經互有好感,好像在等另一方說些什麼,又多年都沒有說什麼,言而大家彷彿都明白對方的心意。

現在我衷心希望你和她會一直幸福下去。

2012年4月5日

i wish u had erased me from your memory.

I can't bear to imagine how we would have been now... if I were a better friend/girlfriend. I could have been the one who accompanied you during the final days of your beloved Dad's life. You wouldn't have had to face all the sadness and grief alone. We could still be happily together. We could have been to Australia together. We might have had fights... We might have broken up... We might never have been together... but we most probably would still be friends. Despite how much I loved you and I still do, it would kill me to see you suffer ever again. I die a little inside when I see how much you don't want to see me... and how it's possibly due to the sadness in the past to which I am associated.

I have been trying to make up for things. Really, the last thing I want is to make any more damage to our not-really-existent relationship... or to be exact, to make you suffer more than you already have.