again

i suddenly realise how many relationships ended ...since the starting of this blog. i guess this one is the most complicated one. i know i know... i just couldn't get over him that's why i just rushed to get another one. well... i don't know ...i feel that it's good to end this. but of course i could recall the joy he brought to me and all the jokes and promises. well...life is short. but relationships are shorter. so since it had once started there would always be a time that it ended. im so NOT going to give up myself. i just need some time to put myself together. i'll be all good again pretty soon.